I'm Rex. I love Macbooks, my Blackberry, and my friends. I post random things that catch my interest. I rant a lot even though I'm generally a happy person. I love talking to people. I'm not really shy...at all. I blurt things that come to mind without thinking them through. I also love to listen. So if you ever wanna talk about anything and just need someone to listen, I'm your guy :)
Work has been busy which means I haven’t been overly broke. I’ve also been applying for new jobs where I could make more money and have growth opportunities. I had an interview yesterday with a restaurant chain in Portland, and I have an interview tomorrow with a management placement company. I’m hoping that tomorrows interview will yield me something awesome! Hopes are high and I’m all smiles
Or Sister Act?
I’ve never thought about hurting myself before. Or that I really didn’t give a fuck about anything. I’ve never felt more distant from everyone. I can’t even begin to explain how I feel right now. Not that you give a fuck either. I’m just typing now. I’ll lay my head on a pillow, for the 4th time, trying to sleep. Thinking maybe things will feel better in the morning, but knowing they won’t. I’ll just have to put on another fake smile and pretend that things are going well. I’m sure I can cry myself to sleep.
I know I sound stupid, but why should I care? This is how I feel.
I’m done now. At least until I need to vent again…
